i am immensely happy with my life now. I know times are not going to be easy, i knew this before BMT and i am encountering this again before OCS. There is a huge difference now though, i have my jewel; my jules. She gives me support, she makes me look forward to the day. I think most guys feel super sian of army cause they miss their girlfriends but my girlfriend makes me want to give my all and be the best that i can be in the army because i know she is giving her all for her passions out here as a civilian.
so tomorrow i embark on 9 months of what some people are saying is hell. but honestly, how bad can it be when you have an angel by your side every step of the way?